Feel So Now

So I have always loved Elder Cook. He always has great talks with messages that speak words of inspiration to me. I was thinking about this talk and how he says that church members have never been stronger, but yet still have a great need to be more committed to the gospel. How true that is, at least for me. I know it's so hard as a college student to find adaquate time to the Lord. I can barely find time to devote to my studies. So I thought it was time to take a step back... am I in a spiritual drought? And what things will cause me from being spiritually fed?

There are the common, primary answers; prayer, scriptures, loving others. But I think it goes deeper than that. Am I doing those things? And not only am I doing those things, but am I doing them with a full intent to be more like Christ? I think there is always room for improvement. You could always become more intimate with your scriputers and always become more acaunited with your Father in Heaven by saying more heartfelt prayers.

My biggest struggle is setting aside that time to God. I know that if you do so, you will be blessed! The Lord has given us so much, so doesn't he deserve at least some of our time? He is our Friend... I always make time for my friends, so I should include him as well.

It is time to take action... there is no more time to say "Well, I will do better tomorrow!" I know that I need to start working towards become closer and more like Christ NOW. To "feel so now".

General Conference Blog

My friend, Shaylee started a blog where she talked about all the general conference talks. It inspired me to do the same. I thought it was a good opportunity to really dissect the talks and pick them apart. How many times do we just go through the motions of listening to conference. I know I sure do... I get SO excited for conference. I listen to all the talks and think "YES, I am going to work on that and do better." But than I don't always do it. I thought maybe if I started to blog about the talks and really ponder them, I might take action upon the words of what our apostles and Prophet were saying. That I would really think about the counsel I was being given. 

I love our Prophet and I love hearing him speak. When I hear him, I get such a calm and peaceful feeling. I can feel the power he has and that he is a man of God. I know that this "talk", although it wasn't really considered a talk, we the highlight of this years general conference. The fact that the age for missionaries in our church has been changed has been a huge blessing in many peoples lives! There are so many people who are in need of the gospel, and now we have the opportunity to send even more servants of God out to preach to them and bring them the true gospel. 

I also love the welcoming of General conference because that is when they announce all the new temples that are going to be built. I think of how blessed we are to have so many temples around the world. We just continue to build more and more proving that our church is only growing. There are so many places around the world who don't have temples anywhere near them and it's such a blessing when they get the opportunity to get a house of the Lord built by them. As President Monson says in his talk, there is no place as sacred or important as a temple and we currently have 139 temples with 27 more to come. 

The Lord is looking our for his people and he knows their needs. He has given us these temples to bless us and he knows when and who needs them the most. I love this gospel with all my heart and am thankful for it. I am nowhere near perfect, and I am thankful that I am always able to be forgiven for my mistakes and sins so that I can eventually become perfect and like him! I am thankful for my Savior and God and for his love for all his children. I am thankful that I had the opportunity to hear from our church leaders and the Prophet who can give me counsel that can guide me in my everyday life so that I can return to my Father in Heaven, and be welcomed home once again to live with him. I hope and strive to eventually one day be like him! I know with his help, I can!

Cha-Cha-Cha Changing!

Change. Change is a part of life. Sometimes it's a good change and sometimes it's ..... uncomfortable. But in the end, it always works out, even when it may seem it won't. This year has been a different one. Different in the sense that I feel like a lot has changed. I have really felt like I am growing up. I am going to be starting my major soon, and I have been working long hours. I feel like a lot of amazing things have happened this past year. I have met my best friends, and learned how to be a better leader and friend. I kinda feel like I have discovered my strengths and weaknesses more!

I start EFY in 3 days and I am kind of freaking out! It's a BIG change and I have a lot of doubt in myself. It's unlike anything I have ever done before and requires a lot of faith. But I know I can do it with the Lords help. I know it's gonna be a marvelous blessing in my life and I can't wait! (even though I am scared out of my mind!) haha I have been trying to plan my lesson on faith for monday. I think through planning it I have already learned so much! It's just foreshadowing what is to come from this upcoming month! SO many blessings are in store! I just know it! I am excited to work with the youth and be an example to them. I know I can learn a lot from them as well!

So a few weeks ago, Jessica Grant, Spencer Christensen, Kayla and I went down to Spanish Fork and watched the Eclipse. Jessica works at the planetarium so she got some glasses for us to watch it! We brought TONS of food and set out blankets in a church parking lot and played some scripture games while watching it! It was one of the funnest days. We were all just crazy and fun. The eclipse was so pretty and after the sunset was beautiful! It was a really fun roadtrip!

The Sunset after the Solar Eclipse!

I had one of the coolest experiences a few weeks ago. It was my stake conference and Melissa and Kaitlin decided to come with me to the Saturday Adult Session. After, we were debating on where we wanted to go get dinner at and after much discussion and indecisiveness, we concluded that the pizza place would be best. We had only been there to eat bread sticks there and decided to take the risk of eating the pizza... It had to be good pizza being called "the pizza place". We were the only customers and got talking to the two teenage boys working. They asked why we were dressed up, and we explained we went to stake conference. They weren't members of the church, so we explained what stake conference was. They were asking us multiple questions about our religion and we talked to them the whole time we were there eating our pizza, which was delicious by the way! They were such nice guys, saying they supported our religion, and had friends out on their missions. A few months ago, the institute gave everyone a book of Mormon and asked us to write our testimonies in them and give it to someone. Melissa has been carrying her's around for 3 months and happened to have it with her. Right before we left, she went to Dylan, and gave him her Book of Mormon. He told her he would read it and he has always wanted one! It was a great missionary experience and just filled my soul with joy! It made me so happy and was a testament that this church is true! It shows me that God really knows what he is doing and plans out every little detail. All those little decisions we make, can make a difference. If we had decided to not go to stake conference, or to go to melissa's stake conference or to eat somewhere else, that experience would have never happened, and his life may not have been touched. It's amazing to me!

Fizzy Oranges!

Prettiest Sunset I've ever seen!

Earlier this week Melissa, Kaitlin, and I went hiking up fern wood! There is a castle house by the trail and it was the coolest house ever! It was my first time on that hike, and it was my favorite! It was really pretty and really easy. We brought lunch and blankets and ate at the top watching the sun set! It was one of the prettiest sunsets I have ever seen! Proof that God lives!!!! It was perfect. So peaceful and away from the worldly things. It was great to be out in nature and in the fresh air. I love hiking and summer!

I know it's so cliche to keep saying I feel like big things are in store for me, but I REALLY do feel like that. I haven't ever really felt that before... But I am starting to feel God's plan for me get put into action and it's a great feeling! I am so blessed to be sourrounded by amazing friends daily and so many blessings and tender mercies! I love this gospel! SOOO much! :)

Book Bucket List!

School is almost over!!!! It's finals week..... and I have never worked this hard before. EVER! I have been slaving the last 3 weeks on trying to complete my math. But I have made myself be diligent! And that's a step for me! :)
See lately I have been learning about the color personality test. I have taken it several time through the years and I have always been a dominant yellow.... but I listened to a CD that told ALL about the yellow personality and I am whole heartedly a yellow! My motive in life: FUN, FUN, and more FUN! I like to play, not work and I am a people person. It makes for a GREAT social life but a horrible school life.... haha
So the fact I was able to force myself to get this math done is amazing and shows that I am able to do hard things! If you are ever in doubt with yourself, remember: You CAN do hard things!!! I have used a lot of CAPS in the last paragraph.... Goodness! :)
But again... School is almost over! Two more days!! That's a breeze, right?! And our choir spring show is this weekend in the conference center. I am really excited about that as well! We just had our choir show this previous weekend and it was amazing!! The shows always are. It was our 50th year of shows so it was a commemorative show, including favorite songs from all the past shows. We are singing a lot of really great songs such as: Battle Hymn of the Republic, I am a Child of God, Bound for the Promise Land, I've got Rhythm, and Seize the day! But I can't believe our show is pretty much over... and that this semester is over! It went by fast.
So much has happened and I think I have grown a lot just in this last month. I know I have definitely learned a lot from some past experiences, from which I know God wanted me to learn. I learned people come into our lives at the times we need them most. And sometimes they have  to leave our lives, even when we aren't ready for them to... but we may not need them anymore! But people come and go, and all are a blessing from God! :)
I have some pretty amazing summer plans. Natalie is coming home to visit!!!!!!!!!! I am ecstatic and cannot WAIT to see her! We have already made a list of what we are going to do while she is here! She should be coming in the next week or so! :) I am also going to be an EFY counselor this summer and what an amazing opportunity that is! It's going to be such a blessing in my life, I just know it! And honestly, I can't wait to have time to read! I have started making a list of books I want to read... kind of a bucket list of books I guess! :) I said in a previous post that I could feel this year was going to be a good one and a lot was going to happen. I was RIGHT! And it's only been 4 months! I can't wait to see what else God has in store for me! I know he has a plan for me and it's a great one! :)

My book bucket list:

-Hunger Games Series
-Jekyll and Hyde
-Dracula
-Grimm Fairy Tales
-The kite runner
-How to kill a mocking bird
-Da Vinci Code
-Angels and Demons
-The picture of Dorian Gray
-All the Narnia books (only have read a few)
-Lord of the flies
-Alice in Wonderland: Through the Looking Glass
-Jurassic Park
- Les Mis
-Pelican Brief
-The Three Musketeers
-Psycho
-Importance of being Earnest
-Jane Eyer
-Phantom of the Opera
-The Help
-Jade Green
-Fable Haven
-Scarlet Pimpernel
-The Bible (I know what your thinking... but it's still a book!) 

A new beginning...

Life is funny. But life is amazing! This new year is just barely starting and I feel like so much has already happened! This is going to be an eventful year... I can feel it! I recently had a whole plan for myself. I thought I knew what I wanted. It's always an amazing and humbling experience when God has a different plan for you than you had for yourself. It's even more amazing when you later find out WHY that plan was the right one! This has recently happened to me.
So I got a job this summer as an EFY counselor! I cannot wait to teach and set an example to many kids and to be in a surrounding where the spirit is so strong! I know it's going to be an amazing experience and I am looking forward to this summer. I applied to do it Last year and I didn't get it. Of course at the time I was wondering why but had to trust in the Lord that it wasn't his plan for me. Right after I got called to be the Vice President of Choral. This experience has been thee best thing that has happened to me. I don't think I would be the same person without it. I have made life long friends because of it and have grown so much. It has helped me become a better person and helped me be able to meet more people and become a better teacher. I was able to do that calling during the summer, during the time EFY was. I was also called not shortly after as a teacher for the relief society in my ward. That was also a life changing experience for me that really strengthened me and helped me grow spiritually and helped me be more comfortable in front of people. I know for a fact I wasn't ready to be an EFY counselor last year. I had other responsibility in my life that needed to be taken care of first so that I could grow. Now I feel that I am prepared and have had the experiences that have strengthened me to be a successful counselor to those kids! :)
I have already created so many amazing memories just in this year (2012)! Institute and Choir play a part in the majority of them. I don't know where I would be without Institute! It has been thee biggest blessing in my life! 

For Valentines Day, the institute had a dance! We as friends all went, and had SO much fun! :) Kaitlin was my date, and she was a darn good one! :)

 For our Choral social, we had a "formal night". Everyone got in their best dressed, and we had a nice dinner and dancing! :) It was a big hit and one of our best activities!!

We like to have spontaneous parties.... this was by far one of the best! :)

Our Individual Worth thru Gods eyes

Life is funny. It's amazing how fast and sudden it can change directions and moods. Things can be going just peachy and beautifuly and within the snap of a finger, your life can be turned upside down. Now, that happens often in life; it's a part of why we are here. To learn how to deal with the trials and hardships given to each of us. This recently happened to me. Things were going so well and then suddenly... things kinda fell apart. But I look at the situation now and I couldn't be more thankful for the whole situation. It has given me a whole new persepective on things and made me change some things. It is a testimite to me that God knows what we can handle, and how we will handle it. He knows what we need in our lives and he know how to help us.
I feel so much stronger then I have in a long time and it feel fantatic! :) I truly do feel blessed. And although things are never easy, and I am thankful they aren't, I know I can rely on the Lord. I read a scriptuere last night that was cool. It was talking about how God is not just there to give us blessings and answer and listen to our prayers. He is there to be our friend. He IS our friend! :) AH, how cool is that?! So during those times when we feel like there is no one we can turn to, or talk to, God is there as a friend, to hear us!
In my institute class we also talked about how God knows each of our worth. We are his greatest creatures and he knows each of us indiviually. He loves us, and even though he created this whole world and everything in it, he knows and loves us. :) What a cool thought! Anyways, I just wanted to express my thanks to my Savior and this gosple I have been given. I am also very grateful for missionary work. It has influenced my work very much! :) I love this gosple, it is SOOO true! :)

East Fest!

Julio, Kayla and myself went to EarthFest 2011 at the Gallavant Center in Salt Lake. It was a blast!! We didn't know most of the bands playing, but we still jammed out and got "jiggy with it" as Julio says. :) They bands that came were All Time Low, Cobra Starship (did not like them), Downtown Friction (did not like them either), Martin from Boys like Girls, Chantell, and Iyez (was my favorite).

Right before we left the concert, which we decided to leave a little bit early to beat all the crowds, we discovered they had a cool water fountian you could play in. This intrigued us so of course we had to check it out! So Julio ran through it a couple times and we took a couple pictures. Than, Julio being the awesome friend he is decided to pick me up and stick only my head into the foutian! Yeah... It was the Holi Festival all over again, where Julio pushed me into the mud! (Hanne Hanne Krishna) I attempted to pull him into the water but of course it backfired... duh!  haha That was definitly one of the highlights of the concert. SOOO fun! We than took pictures by the water, and decided to make a pyramid- type thing. But we kinda .... sorta... maybe... fell over! haha The ground was all wet too! It was SO funny!! We laughed forever! :) 

Right before we fell over! We look so Stable, you would never think that in less than 3 seconds we would be on the ground! haha

I am in the Water Fountain! :) 

After the water fountain, we rode the front runner home. We missed it by 5 minuets. It left at 9:57 and we got there at 10:02. What are the chances of that? haha We figured it would only be like a half hour till the next one.... turns out the next one didn't come till 11:15. We waited there for over an hour! And non of us had eaten anything since breakfast. So we were all about ready to eat the phase 10 cards! I felt like I was in a Seinfeld episode. I could just hear Elaine whining about how hungry she was! haha So after wards we went to Dennys for food cause we were pretty dang hungry! But it was a pretty swell day! :) I had a blast! 





We got some pretty fantastic quotes that day as well! 
-I wanna take those toddlers and throw them!!
-*Achoo!* Oh dear! I thought I stepped on a Gnome! 
-My family thinks I am an animal
-I am going to get a stomach Ulser by the end of tonight
-"I can see the train!!"
"No... that's not the train, that is it's reflection!" 
-I really did get stabbed!
-If you ever get old enough to watch a rated R movie
-You should go have a baby so you can play with it
-You almost squished the toddler!
-I talked to my phone on the friend. 
-We call the lady at work a Gnome cause she is mean to people

Plus many more!! haha Gotta love inside Jokes! <3